I know not from
Where he came,
He has woven a
Spell upon me…
A spell that manifests
Itself as enrapturing
Intoxication…
It begins to be maddening
To be without him.
What certain
Magick works its
Way through me
And draws me nearer
To him?
He has bewitched me…
He quickens me in
Cool places that
Were once void
Of such pleasure…
Of such effortless
Emotion.
This sense of
Love I have never
Felt with another,
Dare I say,
I never truly will
Again.
What I have
Experienced in his
Company far surpasses
What I have experienced
With any other
He has intrigued
Me thoroughly
And enticed me fully
I am in total
Adoration of him
I am at ease in
His company,
Safe inside his
Embrace,
Secure in his
Words…
A sense of a
Genuine bond.
A bond of such
True a base, that
I could never see
Myself to betray him.
He has given me
The humbling task
Of being entrusted
With his heart.
He was surrendered his
Will to me
I required no such
Sacrifice, however he
Has seen fit to give himself
Totally to me
This humbles me more so.
I shall submit
To him also
I have given
Him my heart
As well allowing
Him to have my
All of me as he
Sees fit.
I do this in
Hopes that he
And I will realize
That I am here
For him and
I want only him
And his happiness.
I want him to
Realize that I
Will not push
Nor prod him into
Something that
Ill-suits him
I want him to
Understand that the
Love that I have for
Him will only mature
If given the chance to…
I want him to
Realize that I
Will be what he
Needs me to be
To him as long
As I can be it to him
I have resisted his
Lure and fought against
The effect of him.
This ambition to
Belong to him
Has only rooted itself
Deeper within my
Being, residing there
Feeding and strengthening
Itself…as if it knows me.
It lovingly whispers these
Truths in my ear…
It reassures me of the
Honor of your intent…
My wish is to
Be possessed only
By him…
To belong to him
In every aspect.
To love him past
The realm of normal
Reason
My wish is
To love him…
Only him.
Jennifer Bush (age 22; now Harris) March 3, 2004 (*personal canon)
