So….I Am Doing A Thing. Again.

For those of you whom are following me on TikTok (especially @whatjayesaid/jayesaidwhat) will know that I was been toying with the idea of starting a Patreon again. This time, I am creating a Patreon solely for anti-racism essays and think pieces.

Oh, yes, this is happening!

There will be between 4-5 essays posted a month with the following tiers:

TIER: $3 (Firestarter: Light, Heat & Smoke)

Access to Reading List; essays included

TIER 2: $6 (Nikki Giovanni)

Access to Reading List; Early essays

TIER 3: $10 (Toni Morrison)

Access to Reading List; Access to Behind The Scenes footage; Early essays

The official launch date for this Patreon is going to be July 30, 2021. This will give me enough time to organize all I need to in order to launch this effectively. In the meantime, follow @jayesaidwhat on TikTok. For what I am about to say, for the conversations that need to be had, they will ban my account.

I’m not afraid of that, but I am aware.

Thank you for all your love and support!

Announcements & Penmanship

I have kept a secret from you all.

If you have followed this space for some time, you know that there was another writer on this platform:  Janelle Lynwood. Well, I need to tell you something.

Janelle is me. I am Janelle.

With that said, there are still more stories I tell as her, and that I still will tell! If you want to play with my alter ego, see her here. Enjoy.

Cultural Conversation Overview (June 2020)

Of course I would use Princess Shuri of Wakanda as my Patron Saint for this series!

Part of the job as a writer is to record the world around me. My job is to write down what I see, and what people may be afraid to say. There is nothing which should be off limits to my gaze, talent or input.

That’s not me being cocky. That’s me being a writer. That’s me realizing my words matter, and giving voice to things I believe are concerning. I am a writer whom is at the intersection of Black and woman. I move through the world differently! I move through the world both seen and unseen–all while keeping my pulse on those communities.

From that awareness, there is a miniseries that will start in June 2020! This miniseries will focus on some things that I have either read about, experienced personally, or have grown up with which I think I now have strength and time to discuss. What sparked this conversation was Black Panther.

How, you ask?

The talk–the Cultural Conversation as it were–was the WHITE dude saved Wakanda. When I watched Black Panther, I didn’t see it that way. I saw the true savior of Wakanda was Princess Shuri. From that boldness, I am ready for June 2020.

And should be too–you won’t have a whole lot of time to get ready. I promise you that.

May 2020 Is For Lil Boosie!

There is no secret to anyone that knows me that I love hip-hop. I do! And my favorite song to be amped to (aside from Swagga Like Us off T.I.’s Paper Trail), Wipe Me Down, by Lil Boosie! I promise that it is! I don’t know what about it makes me so happy, and wishing for my 20’s again, but it does!

With that reflection is mind, I had an idea for my miniseries for the month of May:

The title ‘Thinking I’m Grown’ is what I was told when I was growing up, especially after I started to express myself through what I wore or how I wanted to wear my hair. I cannot tell you how many times I heard “Oh, you think you grown?” I had no idea what that mean–and truly, looking age 40 in the face, I still don’t necessarily know! But, I’m about to take a stab at it.

This series starts Saturday, May 3rd. Like the miniseries in the past, there will be one post every Saturday until the cessation of the series on Saturday, May 31. Here are the topics:

May 3: Think I’m Grown: Shoulders (How I Stand)

May 10: Think I’m Grown: Chest (My Body And How I Accept It)

May 17: Think I’m Grown: Pants (Fashion and Style)

May 24: Think I’m Grown: Shoes (How I Move In The World)

May 31: Think I’m Grown: Wipe Me Down (Self-Acceptance)

See what I did there? You’re a smart cookie, I know you did. Make sure you follow this space. There is more, so much more to come.

National Poetry Month-30 Days Of Jaye

It’s April!

And it’s National Poetry Month! With that said, I’ll have at least one piece of original poetry posted for the next 30 days. Some things are from old English classes at my Alma Mater, some recent (2018 on) and there are some that are older (like 2004!) and in a collection known as Love Songs On The Unrequited (Volumes 1-3) available on Amazon and Kindle.

You love the kid’s work?

Follow this space. And always–support indie writers. Buy a book.




In the middle of being hard at work building my own imaginary people and universes, I am taking time to catch up on my own reading. Since reading is one of the chief reasons I became a writer, I thought I would share my (quarantine) reading list. This is by NO MEANS the extensive TBR list! But this is something to keep your mind occupied!

Read and write!

You can do it!


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Since you are already in, you might as well read something.

1.) Monday’s Not Coming by Tiffany D. Jackson

2.) Kindred by Octavia Butler

3.) The Color Line by Tiffany Richardson

4.) The Well-Read by Glory Edim

5.) Dread Nation by Justina Ireland

6.) Deathless Divide by Justina Ireland

7.) Wild Seed by Octavia Butler

8.) Fledgling by Octaiva Butler

9.) The Mother Of Black Hollywood by Jenifer Lewis

10.) For Colored Girls by Ngtoske Shange

11.) The Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice

12.) Beloved by Toni Morrison

13.) The Good House by Tananarive Due

14.) Eloquent Rage by Dr. Brittney Cooper

15.) If Beale Street by James Baldwin

16.) Between The World And Me by Tah-Nihsi Coates

The Launch Into The Deep: YouTube

In my TS Madison voice: “IS IT ON?!”

So…I did it. I started a YouTube Channel! It is the most nerve-racking thing I have ever done. On this channel will be all the dope things you all love me for! The newest thing I saved only for YouTube is:

This is where I expound on an idea for about 10 minutes–just things that are on my mind, come across my desk or may just bother me in general. The One Minute Words which are on my professional Instagram will be there as well! There will even be a mentorship videos as well!

I am stoked. I am excited. There are already videos up! Follow and join the tribe. I even have cool name for the people that follow me: Oracles.

Updates, Musings and Email Lists

So, here is what’s up…

My Lovelies:

Don’t feel neglected, I have been so busy lately and clearly my plate (read: my jump drive). I found projects I forgot about, 2 manuscripts, and lot of random poems and essays. I mean I even started a YouTube channel! Grad school is becoming a reality, my MFA is shaping up, and I still have to be a mother of 2 Queens.


So what I am going to do, is get back to it. What does that mean? Oh, that means content my dearest ones! That means there will be things which are going to be both exclusive, published and private. At long last, this means the mailing list is coming! And I’m working on 3 (yes, one less than 4, 1 more than 2) books! On top of a collaboration book I’m doing with some writergirls!

So…know three things.

1.) I love you all.

2.) More content is coming here (and on YouTube).

3.) New books are coming this summer. Pre-order information will be up Friday. Here the covers:

Nice, right?
(June 2020)

You know you wanna read it already! Very Alice Walker.
(July 2020)

Even thought it may seem that you won’t/ don’t see me, nothing is farther than the truth! I’m even working on the sequel/prequel to RUBY! Whew!

Know that I love you all with all my Black Girl Magic!

Stay Tune, beloveds!

Greatness is coming!